feel sucks ! 09.09.09

For a long time , I had not filled my blog. today , I felt really mellow, it seems wanted to cry and laugh. But I then did not know must do what and how faced all this. i did not know what must be done by me to make all this become better...
help me GOD .. :(

listening : berdua kita telah menjalin cerita, sepanjang waktu yang berjalan, bersama kita telah mencoba mengharap, kehidupan dua manusia terpisah kini .oh mengapa cinta suci ini, harus terhenti meski semakin dalam, keyakinan dan keimanan mu itu, jadi rintangan walau Tuhan satu . Cindy feat Glen -Rintangan

kapan ya gue bisa jadi mahasiswi UI? :D

hari ini gue nemenin sepupu gue ke UI.huaahh jujur aja deh ..gue sebelumnya ga pernah ke kampus UI yang di Depok..ternyata keren jugaa yaa..hahaha..tapi disana gue sempet kebingungan.Parkir mobilnya di manaa yaa??haha..masa harus parkir di tiap fakultas..finally,gue malah cuma ke kostan sepupu guee..hahaha..dan gue agag tercengang dengan biaya hidupp disana..sepertinyaaa beda jauh banget sama daerah kampuss guee..huaahh klo jadi anak UI,makmur dahh guee..hahaha. finally,pulangnya gue nyasar dahh,,tadinya mau pulang lewat jor ..eh malah ke kalibata..tapi apa daya deh..jadinya yaa sedikit bermacet" ria..huhu guee nyampeeeee rumah sekitar set 6an..dengan sangat capeee,remuk,tak berdaya,dan langsung telp si doi..dan nyempetin isi blog dulu..:)

27-28 Juli 2009
ANYER ! HERE WE GO...!

akhirnya yang biasanya cuman dirapatin,bisa juga terlaksana..sedikit melepas kepenatan dengan liburan..walaupun pulang" muka gue terkelupas semua dan jerawat kecil :( mungkin diakibatkan kebnyakan berenang kali yaa.kan air asin..:( finally,gue senang..tapi knapa jadi muncul gosip cinta segilima yaa?pissssss..:)

THE PHOTO

today is my birthday!

yippy...
today i'm 21 years old..
thank GOD you make me wonderfull..
thanks for all of my friends for best wishes :D:D
love u guys..♥

helloooo..miss you all...

hellooooo..♥♥♥

udah lama banget ni ga isi blog..minggu lalu memang agag sibuk..sibuk ngurusin liburan anak alumni 3s2 yang bakal liburan barengg..hiihihihi..ANYER!! i'm coming...
sibuk jalan" jugaa..hehehe..
Tapi beberapa hari yang lalu,gue sempet sakit..hiiikksss..ga bisa bangunn dan demam cukup tinggi selama 2 hari..mungkin kesalahan gue juga yang membuat gue terkapar selama 2 hari ..finally jam set 11 malam, gue dibawah ke UGD RS Ibu dan Anak Bella..tapi manjur banget tuch obat dari dokter, langsung bisa loncat" paginya.HAHAHA

Hari ini gue mulai jalanin lagi aktivitas gue..
o ya,gue kan daftar Abang Mpok Bekasi 2009, huaaahhh hari ini hari pertama yang isinya pembekalan materi..But I felt not more comfortable with the competition. I felt this competition was not in accordance with what I like. The outcome was insipid, like not there is one that is impressive and that is thought about by me now : "how if tomorrow I will not come?"
I more liked the contest of the model contest pared to the regional contest. Tonight must be the night that was difficult for me, because of must decide to come or not tomorrow the morning.. Hmmmm.. God, give your guidance.. amen..

Today ..i miss my college's friend..Cepy , Ajeng, Dian, Bangga, Kenny, Toni, Margareth, Citra, Didiw, PCM's class, Depan ATM comunity..miss u guys..♥
Missed time took a photograph together..
Missed my class..
Missed minor project..
Missed when laughing together..

missed missed missed.. :(

For my special in in my life..
Thank you for all of his attention for me
Thank you cause you love me
Thank you cause you make me happy
Thank you have entertained me during sad
Thank you cause you always support me
I really missed you.. ♥

jadi baby sitter sehari !

hari ini sangat melelahkan...
dan gue menjadi baby sitter sehari ngurusin ponakan guee. tapi berhubung memang nyokapnya sakit alias cici gue juga yang sakit..sudah layak dan sepantasnya gue mengambil alih tugasnya menjadi baby sitter..:)
Namanya Nadia Shevanee, hobi : mempercantik diri..hihi..ga jauh beda sama gue sebagai tantenya.haha. Ga tau knapa ,gue sayang banget sama dia..mungkin karena gue juga deket sama dia.hiiikksss..sempet sedih deh klo gw mesti pulang tinggalin diaa gituuu...

huahhhh..hari ini komplit deh tugas gue jadi baby sitter..slama jalan shopping di mangga dua, gue gandeng dia dengan pedenya..walaupun semua orang menyangka gue maknya..dan orang" disana makin yakin gara" si nadia manggil mama dengan sebutan "oma yuli"..cukup meyakinkan bukan klo dia anak guee.hahaha..
tiba" dia mau pipis, gue langsung cepet" anterin ke wc, dan ngurusin dia di kamar mandi...pas dia mau makan, gue juga yang bukain makanannya, lap-in mulutunya, bukain minumannya, dan ketika sampe rumaah, gue pulaa yang mandiin dan nemenin dia main ..klo boleh jujur, gue cape bgt..hari ini gw mesti nyetir seharian..malah jalanan macet terussss...tapi kalo ngeliat nadia manggil gue dan ngasih senyuman, langsung deh ilang capenyaa..:)
tadi sempet nemenin dia main buble", ituu looh pistolan yang bisa ngeluarin buble.itu juga dibeli karena tadi dia ngambek dimangga dua..hahaha..akhirnyaa dibeli dehh..bis dia udh sampe terisak" nangiss..hahaha..nadia..nadia...
gue bangga banget punya nadia..buat gue dia cukup seorang anak yang pinter banget..ngegemesin banget dan NARSIS..
pas tadi udah bete ga tau mau main apa..akhirnya gue mengeluarkan jiwa narsis guee..gue suruh nyokap yang motoin kita berduaa..tapi ..beberapa saat kemudian.."loh kok jadi nadia yang narsis?" finally,gue yang serasa dikerjain ma dia..hihihi..dia ketagihan minta difoto. Tapi emang sihh, kalo disuruh foto pasti langsung pasang pose segalam macam gaya.haha..
nadiaaa...nadiaaa...miss you so much darl...
ow yaa..sedikit gambar kenarsisan kita berdua..hihihi

tasya love this quote !

quote ini gue temukan di blognya seorang penulis..
pas bacaa langsung bikin ngerasa kalo quote ini kereenn najis gituu..haha
apa karena lagi happy cause of you gitu yaa?haha

Jika saja
kamu sesimpel 1 + 1 = 2
maka aku tidak perlu susah-susah
mencari kalkulator
atau menemukan formula

untuk membuat kamu
lebih mudah untuk dimengerti.

- kepada dia (Adelaide, 2006)

one voice for the Indonesian government that was better !

Today I watch the presidential candidate's available debate was broadcasted by local television. And today was the second debate with the theme "improved the life of poverty and The unemployment ". But i think this debate come felt same like the debate that before. I'm as the good citizen want the progress for our country. Although could be seen by us ,now we experience the global economic crisis. But i was convinced really if our government must have personally for overcame all the problems that continued to improve.
On July 8 2009, we as the Indonesian people must be able to choose the leader that in accordance with our conscience. I hoped ,the young also wanted to care was the same our country, not only could think about himself. Cause our country's future also was on our hands personally and to generation we who will come. The loss really if we don't choose ( it' means : "golput"). Come on all of them we choose.. because
one voice for the Indonesian government that was better!

save our planet earth!

Several previous months, during me were the finalist the Queen Bee.. I tried to campaign about global warming. If not we who guarded our the planet earth, who is that will guard our planet earth.. ?

The facts about our earth :

We emit approximately 25 billion tonnes of carbon dioxide into the atmosphere every year ( that's around 800 tones every second)

Carbon dioxide accounts for 80% of global warming pollution

Australia has the highest percapita greenhouse gas emissions of any industrialised country
-25% higher than the US

Nine out of the 10 warmest years ever recorded on Earth have occurred since 1990

More than a million species could be driven to extinction by 2050 if global warming continues

The polar ice cap has been shrinking by 10% per decade over the past 25 years

Over the past 150 years, sea levels have risen by 10-20 centimetres. During the 1990's the rate of sea level rise doubled

This will mean more than 2 billion people will be affected by drought and some of the world's most diverse ecosystems, including coral reefs and the Amazon rainforest, will be severely damaged


"And we've only got 1 chance to turn it all around"

i love this quote !

my feeling..:)

LAST NIGHT
I did not believe you were here..you dont leave me when he went. i'm really happy , you was here to removed all was feel my broken heart. Maybe was felt by you all my feel. Listen me, darl..i like you.. possibly I love you..However whether possibly you will so my mine.You had had her but .. am I wrong when being hidden by me this feeling.. ?

Forgive me because I liked you
Forgive me because I loved you
Forgive me because I made you uncomfortable.it because I did not want to lose you

Forgive me because I made you confused

Forgive me because I cried for you

Forgive me because I had considered you didn’t care to me

Forgive me because sometimes I could not understand you

Forgive me because I could not become like that you wanted

Forgive me because I could not make you continue to be by me

Forgive me because I could not become that was best for you

I didn’t want you to go forever..

if you knew,

.I loved you.

THIS MOURNING
i'm happy because i know he don't leave me alone. he sent message for me and he said :"Were you still sad? I wasn't lost from you.. I'm still here.." . Thanks God because he still beside me.

PS :
Special thanks for Primaridyanto Adi Kusumo
Location photo : The Valley, Bandung

i'm 100 finalist Queen Bee Hunt 2009 !

hellooo..
it's my fisrt posting with new my lovely blog..:D:D

Happy banget rasanya bisa jadi finalis walaupun engga menang 10 besar..
Tapi kan ini bisa jadi pengalaman yang menyenangkan.. bisa buat nambah pertemanan juga sesama finalis...:)
Kmrn waktu Queen Bee Screening smuanyaa kumpul..seneng banget bisa kumpul gituu sama mereka semuaa..jadi ajang bernarsis juga sesama finalis..dan mereka semua yang menang, memang layak jadi pemenang..Aku sih ga berkecil hati walaupun gag menang..tapi ini bisa jadi penyemangat lagii..hehehe.
Buat yang ga sempet liat page aku waktu jadi finalis Queen Bee Hunt 2009..bisa liat fotonya niih..udah aku gabungin buat kenang"an aku jugaa dan buat smuanya yang ga sempet liaaaat...makasiiii .. :D:D

my page on www.queenbeehunt.com